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Sunday, August 31, 2008
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I need to grow up....
Lots of complicated things in my brain.. Wat am i doing.. Im lost.. Hurt my frens.. Relationship with family turn so sour.. Health.. Money.. School fees.. Love..
Everything hit me back so hard.. Wat u all wan from me? God, i should have slow down n listen to you.. I know u got a plan for me......
I need to take control of myself.. b more independence n more responsible in d things i do.. But... i need time, courage, support, confidence, trust n faith.. i need to b strong, i mus b strong! i wan to get out of tat weak me.. princess is not me.. i CANNOT look down on myself.. I need to worry less.. Be less sensitive towards extras things.. Be more wise.. Trust my heart, look inside, make a decision..
FAITH->FAITH->FAITH->FAITH
Pp, continue to trust me k.. Love me.. Im sorry..
I wan fun, but in the meanwhile i forget the valuble things tat is important.. Wat i study for, why i work for, what i live for, wat is my vision, actually deep down in my heart i know d answer.. i need to find myself back.. Big girl dont cry...
YVONNE WHERE R U????
Nightmare... God, thanks for letting me know all the great pp.. Im blessed.. Thanks for showing me the right way.. Thanks for using a gentle method to teach me a lesson.. i realise tat im giving up myself, but for wat??.... Thanks for being there for me.. thanks.. I wil shine for u to see soon. :) Thanks Joe, Lijie, Rina, Lifen, Mei yun.... Business Camp, 26-28august08, a big pimples attack me.. photo wil b ugly but real.. is a fun n unforgetable camp.. learn lots of things, teamwork, impossible is nothing as long as u believe, u wil success..
And we won Gold medal! play games, become closer to the classmates..
Went to watch d movie 'Wall E' with lots of luguage with the ENTWINED.. 
End of year project coming up, exams comin up, 加油 Von! Believe n success!
“The wind played with my hair at 4:37 PM”
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
What about Now? Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you.
What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side,Where love will find you.
What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late,
What about now? Now that we're here, Now that we've come this far, Just hold on. There is nothing to fear, For I am right beside you. For all my life,I am yours.
What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, Baby, before it's too late, Baby, before it's too late, What about now?
“The wind played with my hair at 2:17 AM”
Monday, August 11, 2008
Wooo~ What a fun day~ 10/08/2008
Today, i found tat God heard me, n answer my prayers.. With pp around me saying is wrong to get pregnant before married, my fren however, is pregnant, i ask God to at least have a peace n safe place to let her lean on, n God answer it! i recieve her invitation to her wedding around October today, Yea!! :D happy for her!! Somehow, my mindset change after pp told me wat they think, i always thought is ok la, as long as they love each other can already.. Mm, but is wrong actually... :) Another prayer is about my ' ', opps, should i say out? Let her be unknown den.. Hee, when time is right den i say out.. I pray that she will find a right one soon, she deserve someone to love n dote on her.. And, yup, mayb she have found it! She told me today tat someone he like, like her also, tat feeling is super 'xinfu'!! Thank God!!! She been waiting i think, but she impress me by how she put God first n dont rush or force anything.. :D hee, k k, quite blessed by the happiness around me recently. Jia you people! Today i went to Chc new comer dinner at marine parade.. is fun n unforgetable, cos my leader told me many pp in the Q, but not enough space, priority for those attend CIC bs.. Yes, i attend it, tats y im there, lol.. We play scissor paper stone, it is a simple yet funny game playin in another way.. :) There's over 100 tables, 10 persons each table, imagine how the church grow tat fast, God is amazing... But is so confuse n dizzy.. Is like one BIG family, everyone seem like know each other.. And guess wat, behind me is my school principle, i also shake his hand.. lol! Then i photo with all the pastors.. Upload the photos soon yea, is not with me, nd wait for pp to send me.. :D i stand beside pastor kong, i was so blur tat i forget shake his hand after photo with him, so wasted, haa! But i sit with another cell group, their leader super brave, ask every pastors come our table photo with us.. Im so honor though! Thank God! hee! Im the first my leader brought to the dinner also.. Yes, im so honor! :D I saw my zone leader for the first time, his name is Jimmy.. (^-^) Is not full though, cos everyone so pai seh to eat, den after the dinner, i went to eat with Lijie at Bedok.. Supper again... i wan to slim down la!! But im hungry... .. . K la, stop here, is quite a memorable day!!!!! :D God is a Good God! Oh ya, b4 i end, i came across a super emo yet sweet sentence-'You stole my heart...but you can keep it'. :) Ah yo, so sweet right? or only i find it sweet? lol, anyway is sweet lo! haha! k, bye pp!
“The wind played with my hair at 1:22 AM”
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Yeah, im back!
3-9 August 08 update..
3august08: It was a slacking day for me.. Thought of studying at home, but in d end im too restless and no mood.. Den i call Lijie go sing at Bedok! hee, den im awake le! Sing sing sing! i love to sing..:D Today was the Singfest day, i wanted to see, got pussycat dolls, alicia keys.. but the ticket too ex le, cant afford, too bad, student super poor, haha! My sis off day today, she leave me alone n went fishing with her BF family, sob.. but its alright! yao xin fu o! 4august08: Today another emo day.. Den b4 art lesson i already hav the bad feeling i wil break down.. So i pray b4 went in.. It was kind of amazing, my hand suddenly work like magic, at least i draw somethin out, not like 1st lesson, so helpless.. And the teacher say, ya, u almost there, i feel super relax after tat.. im so worry about it b4 tat lesson.. thank God!! :D Den i went home with Joe, we both live @ Bedok.. Cos i was stil emo, den he say wat thing i also dont bother, until he say he treat me pizza, i was like, you say one ah, i wan! haa, think he wil start to scare of girls like me, so 'xian shi'.. But den after i know the pizza was $27, i was kind of guilty.. hee, he jus took his salary.. opps! :P but anyway, thanks Joe! hope the coming monday of art lesson wil b a great one.. Smile! 5august08: Emo emo... easily sian.. Actually meeting my k1 fren Qiutin today to cycling, but i was too tired, n Mommy took off day (she got cook), so i went home after school.. Just pay my school fee, kind of guilty everytime i pay, is Mommy $.. mmm, she was kind of lost temper with me this week, cos i went hm super late, opps! Mmm.. i need to solve the school fees soon.. Like Lifen like tat, super strong n mature, earn the school fees herself..:D I need to discipline myself more, okok, i wil try!!! Before went home, i went Orchard find my sis to go home together, cos she early shift today.. Den i saw Zoe tay at her store, erm, i shall not say how she look.. Just so energy-less without makeup la.. hee, cos i also like tat.. :D 6august08: Today is quite a fun day, got YEP meeting after school.. We talk about how to raise fund for our trip to Indonesia.. Need raise $2000 before December.. Ms pauline(in-charge teacher), ask me to note down wat she say, cos i think i look kind of bored there? but i was super stress, cos i didnt do it before.. den i tell myself, ah yo, learn la! haha, with God, everythin is more easy.. Have chinese common test today, got a feeling i wil fail, cos super stuck at first page, drag quite a long time.. mm, ok, at least i try.. hee~ oh ya! we have a sudden attack of English common test too, no inform one, super shock, im the first to do, last to go, oh no, i super slow... :P After YEP, i went eating with Isaac and Ivan before Bible study.. i saw Rina @ toilet, but we are msg each other actually, it was quite funny, lol.. :D After BS, i went home with Joe.. We went to east coast, actually is i wan go la.. Den i can feel his worry of 'how to go home later'? but i was so care free at seaside, so i dont care about his worry. At most we walk home la.. He told me b4 a guy cant live w/o plan, i was kind of agree la, hee.. sorry~ :) After tat, we really walk home, super tired, haha, but is ok, i saw my sea at last! 7august08: I was late for school today!!! suppose to wake up at 9am, i wake up at 10am! but i break my my record, bath n makeup within 30mins.. hee, so actually i can prepare super fast de, just tat i take my own sweet time.. I saw my sec sch fren on d way, quite surprise he stil remember me, should thanks friendster for tat, hee, we look at each other very long den '相认', lol.. Yeah, i really fail my chinese.. haiz~ the whole class fail.. Oh no, what happen to me? God, let my brain work faster! Isaac lent me his extra phone today, happy happy, so nice of him.. but both of my phone got no camera, sob~ :( Yvonne, wake up!!! can call pp can le, so fussy! i wonder how pp survive w/o phone last time, lol, mm.. Anyway, i wil save $ n buy a camera phone de! hee, stubborn me. :) Today went out with Lifen after school.. We both were lost in our mind today.. When the lost meet the lost..... we end up eating Subway at Suntec.. haha, no link.. Oh ya, i saw my another fren at Macdonald working, he didnt know is me, mayb is too long since we met each other, he is the manager there i think, difference uniform, lol, its great to c all my frens changes, amazing, he is a malay, super popular back then, now also not bad la, haha! But i went off after buyin my ice cream with Lifen.. Lijie join us after tat.. He brought the 2 lost human (me n Lifen) to Esplanade to eat Chocolate fountain.. It was quite nice, but im too full le! Didnt really enjoy the chocolate.. Hee, den Lifen lent me her phone to type in the contact no of my frens as my phone button is too hard to press.. But in d end, the sim card cant take out from her phone.. opps.. We figure quite long.. Sorry Lifen.. She treasure her phone so much n we touture it by all ways, can c she super hurt.. :p I think i didnt cut properly the new sim card, it was too big..lol.. Anyway, it was raining after tat, but i feel much better than earlier, thanks to the both of them (the 'Li').. :D Great day! 8august08: Today school off day, no school!!! yeah! :D oh ya! Olmypic 2008! wow, amazing.. 8 yrs one time, happy to b involve.. :D I went to cell group at night, it was fun, everyone hav somethin to share.. Pauline was super sick n angry with her company.. :) Lanny jus came back from Bangkok, she brought us a elephant....keychain.. hee~ it was cute!! Den we went Hongkong cafe fellowship.. Den they hav a tv there, n we watch how the fire was light up, it was kind of 'cute'? hee! it involve running, jumping n posing for tat VIP to light up.. :D Den Jia li suddenly told me actually she went Singfest on Sunday! it was tat day i wanted to go, got pussycat dolls, alicia keys! :( sob~ but it's ok la, i dont blame u Jiali, love u k! :D She told me got many angmo, i always wish to party with angmo, cos they super high, hee, but it's ok la, its over~ Mommy its over~ :P Nx year, i'll be there! :D Rina n sis went eatin at Haji lane, how i wish there was 2 yvonne, can go both places.. But Rina say cell group more important, yeah its important.. :D but she give me a Giraffe note pad from the Zoo with some words in it, quite happy.. But i like Owl la Rina, remember ah, hee, thanks anyway! Today Kitson(cousin) went to FIR concert, so jealous.. Mmm, its ok, its over, lol, shall ask him how is the concert nx time.. :D 9august08: Happy National Day!! Surprisely, sis off today, so thinkin of staying home accompany her though i really wan to see firework.. :} Her BF workin today, quite pathectic.. lol.. so we been slacking all along, anyhow eat junk food though i want to slim down, but is ok, quite in a while? haahaa! Then watch NDP at home til 8.30pm. Then i super 'bu gan yuan', how come national day im at home? so i msg my frens.. In the end i end up with Pauline n Lijie around 10pm like tat.. But firework is over, mommy is over~~ :( Get to know a new fren called Alicia while eatin Roti prata.. But she went off after tat to meet his BF, awww, when is my turn? :) haha.. Den we 3 went to a pub at Bugis.. We play poker cards there, quite addicted to the game Lijie taught us, oh no, the gamble queen coming out of me again.. lol! i sing 1 song with Lijie, but feel quite shy leh, Lijie, i really shy one la!! lol, though got sing on stage b4, but my fans is all aunty n uncles, hee! Is all mostly youngsters or offices pp there.. k la k la, at least i sing finish, yea! :D A day ended up with a smile in the end! :D i really know how to find fun for myself, hee, but i left my sis n bro at home, opps!.. haha! Reach home around 1.30am.. :) Alright, update u again my dear blog! Hav a fun week ahead pp! :) -VON-
“The wind played with my hair at 1:35 PM”
Sunday, August 3, 2008
02/08/08 Today hav our Cell group meetin at 3pm, 1st time tat hour, quite fun la! :D We hav a 30 mins of praying together.. I somehow spoil my Sim card by pulling out from the card, super hard.. I super rough.. now i hav to go back do a new one again.. Sob.. My fren say 2nd time hav to pay $.. Sad sad.. :[ Today i went to c 苏打禄 concert.. hee, Lijie aunt got free tickets, went to watch with them.. :D quite nice la, but suddenly i feel so old, don hav last time de energy to jump n scream in concert.. Actually they quite popular, their tixs sell quite ex.. I hav a hard time using my Mommy phone today, i lent from her cos scare i lost at crowded place.. And is so funny tat i don know how to use phone card sia! but figure out le la, ytd i use but observe quite long.. lol! And i use my Mom hp to photo, but cant get it all out into my computer, angry n sad! Gonna return her back tml.. I wan a camera hp la!! Den after concert, we went to eat at Bedok south, i think so, forget le, but the fish n chip quite nice la, hee, supper again!!! oh ya! today Jennifer(my connect group leader) give me 2 boxes of eye lashes! so happy! :D
“The wind played with my hair at 2:16 AM”
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Festival of Praise 01/08/2008 Is a fun night at stadium! Is my first year in this festival.. i feel so blessed by the presence of God.. I like singing n worship Him, i feel more closer to Him.. :D And i feel so amazing how Jesus touch our heart with his love, cos the stadium was packed with people.. (^-^) Oh ya, i saw Ivan, my another class de classmate, he is serving in security ministry, and he stand behind me, so 'qiao'.. Mm, is quite a troublesome day w/out a hp (now i know how cute is my phone).. Lifen take her phone for repair, we hav a hard time finding her as we gg the stadium together.. In the end she didnt come, i duno wat happen also...... T.T sob.. Another thing is my fren finding me, den i didnt reply, she thought i hate her something like tat..:) But i went to collect my sim card at Bugis hello shop today liao.. Jus hoping to lent a phone from someone soon.. hee! Lijie went wif me after giving me bible study.. Anyway, feel blessed!! i got to commit to pray more often! :D After FOP, we went to eat at bedok interchange-supper again...... i really wan to slim down la! I hav no determination at all.. Back into sch topic.. Today got Chem lesson, but really not sure wat the teacher talking about... quite helpless n start to worry again.. :P Den we hav a meetin at lunch time regarding the trip to Indonesia around December.. We hav to lear Indonesia language b4 go! hee.. Seem so interesting though.. I shall look forward.. But stil hav to see our commitment n attitude den wil choose who to go.. 30 spmethin pp but 18 vacancies, like competition like tat, lol.. :D alright, update u again! oh ya, recently den know actually someone like someone i like also, quite shock by it.. :P But is ok, fair competition, lol! :D
-VON-
“The wind played with my hair at 2:24 AM”
Thursday, July 31, 2008
A super 'dramatic' day 31/07/2008
Today im late for school.. Then when reach school, Math teacher teach awhile, den say alright pp, since ur brain is so fresh with d new topic, lets hav the common test huh! Den everyone say ok.. i was like.... wat! it is stil fresh to me leh, i was MC the day b4.. but my fault la.. So i jus took the test la.. But my math teacher super nice one.. encourage me many times.. 'kan dong'! :D in d end i get 7/12.. PASSED! haha.. i try my best le... Den around break time i went to take my physic retest.. i fail tat work, power, energy.. didnt put my heart in tat topic.. :P hope will pass la.. haha! Den after sch, i took the 'Probability' math common test in the teacher room.. And i heard lots of gossip frm teacher, wooo, so interesting.. and i think i didnt concentrade do my test.. but hope wil pass la.. i super no confidence in tat topic.. And tis r my report of my stress day in d school.. Hopfully i did it all, didnt avoid.. cos today sick also.. lol! Lack of sleep, all heatness came up.. After sch, i went to meet my sis, we went shopping!! :P i like gg shoppin wif her cos no need pay for all those stuffs.. tat's my super bad habit.. i suddenly remember wat the toilet guy came to our sch for a talk on hw he success.. He told us about the OTHER PEOPLE stuffs.. Other pp money, other pp effort.. so on n on.. quite bad but quite true.. :P but i really take her money for granted la.. i wil try to change, i promise!! :D Den the saddess part is i lost my phone!!!! Think i lost at Bugis Village.. tats wat i remember. too many pp shop there le.. I cant find it... my fren contact no, all the sweet msg, i even write my diary inside.. And most importantly! my PHOTOS!! super sad de.. My sis even nag me saying i dont know hw to treasure things.. Yeah, maybe, perhaps... :P Hopefully some gd pp wil buy me a new phone, lol!! ok la, hope August wil b a wonderful month for me n my family n my frens!.... :D
“The wind played with my hair at 11:57 PM”
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
-A full n happening week-
25/07/08- Hi pp, im back! :D Yeah! I get my paid today! Althought not much la, but at least something.. lol! The first thing i do is buy the things i wan tat i bear for one month.. Its amazing how i bear with all the shopping tempation.. i m super in love with buying clothes n stuffs.. (is it a bad habit?) Then after school i went to Bugis Junction with Pris n Michelle window shopping.. We talk alot of stuffs, mayb i should hang out with my class mates to understand them more. Cos they been saying im super anti social? hee.. Actually we wanted to go top one sing, but not enough time n $, lol, as i have CGM at pasir ris at 7.30pm.. So we shop around there til 6.30pm. Then we part there.. Then i meet Joe, my another classmate take train together, he finish sch at 6pm.. When reach White sands, it was stil early, so i went shop again, n brought some stuffs, lol, someone control me pls! It was my cell group member Johnny b'day today, after cell group, we went to Top one sing, funny right, i went back to Bugis again n sing in d end.. :D But most of my cell group members couldnt sing with us, so only 4 of us plus 3 of Johnny frens.. Quite fun la, get to see another side of him,lol.. (^-^) We sing til 5am den we part, left me, lijie n pauline. We went to eat breakfast! (Tis is how i get fat, i know!) Around 7am, i take the bus back to Bedok (Where i live.) with lijie.. I reach hm is around 8am le, then i dad wake up already.. Then i say 'pa, good morning', n went to slp... :P
26/07/2008- I wake up at 1pm, super sleepy! Today we celebrating Ah gong b'day, so i hav to wake up 'early' to get prepare.. We eat at East coast, is quite ex there, $1800 altogether, but the food really nice la, n i eat until too full wan vomit, im greedy! My uncle super 'da fang'.. :D But when sing b'day song for him, i suddenly found out tat my Ah gong getting slimmer n smaller.. I should find time hang out with him so wont kena sudden attack of his changes.. :P Then it comes my Godmom 50th birthday celebration after tat.. We went to a pub at Amk hub, under NTUC de company i think.. Kids not allowed in, so my 3 small cousins jus hang out at the arcade there..Last time we the elder cousins hav to take care of them, but now its quite happy we can leave them alone, lol! :DMy Godmom is a crazy n fun loving one.. Everywhere she's at u wil laugh til stomach pain (She should go b a host or somethin like tat).. And she look young man! 50 leh, suddenly shock me, didnt realise.. Hope she enjoy tat day! :D And my sis quarrel with the bouncers with somethin tat piss all of us off, two thumbs up for my sis! But control a little bit la huh.. hee!
 
27/07/2008- Meiting d birthday celebration today.. And i extra join in d fun again, its my sis fren actually, all become my fren in d end.. So we both wake up late n of course we r late for tat celebration as usual.. lol, alarm clock really no use for us.. Meet 1.30pm, we reach at 3pm.. We ate at a restaurant at Marina square, Meiting treat de, so nice of her~ As usual, im d one who is ordering, hee, cannot control.. Esplanade is our fav spot i think, we went there photo here n there. Around 7pm, we part.. And 1st time so early reach home.. i lie to sis i no homework, hopin for somemore fun, but think she can read my mind, i got tons to revise actually.. hee.. When reach Bedok, we ate fish soup at Block 416, super nice! Eat again, sob~ Then we abit piss off by that stalls, they don wan serve us, den ask us don stand there block ways, den my sis give a black face n we try to find tat chillis sauce ourself, cos we pack hm, but cant find..Think is they busy, tats y attitude so bad, or else, me n sis surely scold them.. We already very good walk off like tat le hor.. :D haa!
 28/07/2008- Today wats make my day first is one of my fren is pregnant, she SMS me.. Super happy for her! cos she been hurt from BGR b4, and tis time tis guy is the right one she's been waiting for.. hee, congrat! :D But art today teach new module, new teacher, super hard, back to somethin i avoiding all along- Photoshop! Yes, i took tat course last time, but stil totally blur at all those tools.. And i give up tat time.. but i stil got tat cert without knowing anythin lo.. hee! Then the teacher quite quiet n heck care, not sure is he really teaching us or talking to himself, lol.. Tis time really make me start to worry bout my art le, thought is peaceful already.. Then after art around 8.30pm, i went to Elos birthday celebration at pasir ris park there.. i reach at 10.30pm, d last VIP, lol, all pp gone le, quite sad.. And i ate steamboat at tat hour! I promise Elos no matter how late i will b there.. My fault also la, i take bus from bugis to pasir ris, didnt realise its tat FAR! I jus hoping to catch some sleep in d bus, lol.. But tat chalet super big n quiet lo, sure ex one.. btw, she's jus turn 30.. opps! haa! :D And i saw Ye siew! she's back from China from attachment, miss her~   29/07/2008- Today i didnt go school.. sick.. and i miss 2 common test.. Have to retake tml.. All the best VON! But it's quite a full day stayin at home, did lots of revise n i made a card for Godmom, quite satisfied with it.. Alright Blog, see ya back real soon! :D
“The wind played with my hair at 2:57 AM”
Friday, July 25, 2008
WhaT im doiN? After all the stupid things i create for myself, i think i know wats right wats wrong.. i was too silly and easily fool by believe wat pp say n forget wat i wan.. Wat im doin tis few days? Yvonne wake up! U know wat u really want, don break down n give up or else everythin wil become d same again... Jia you~
“The wind played with my hair at 12:17 AM”
 21/07/2008
My last art lesson with a teacher called Michelle..
Sunday, July 20, 2008
My lord My savior What my heart feels toward u.. The one who watch me ever since d day i born.. Protect me through big storm tat i always thought im jus lucky.. Carry me on ur back without complaining im 'heavy'.. You are my map when im lost.. My tissue when im crying.. The 'medicine' when im sick.. My soul mate when i feel empty.. Accept me no matter how bad i become.. You shine my life when im stuck in d 'dark.. Fight with the devil and bring me back… You guide me to d right way to b a better 'man'.. Always walk with me and tell me that, Im not alone... Im smiling because u told me i worth d best things on earth... Father i love u, bcos u love me more than i love myself.. It was u who found me back..... I never forget the day when i got save... -26/04/2008- ～Ｉ ＬＯＶＥ ＹＯＵ～
“The wind played with my hair at 3:51 PM”
To my frens~ If i could if i really could~
If i could i wil take away ur pain n sorrow.. Wash ur brain n forget d past... Guide u to d right n happlier way... Bring u to a more confidence you.. But is if i could if i really could... :)
“The wind played with my hair at 3:43 PM”
19/07/08 Wats up today? Busy pp change the world! Today went to CIC bible study.. Thought is lesson 3, in d end is lesson 4.. And i drag Shynanne along cos she miss lesson 3 tat time.. hee.. but she stil accompany me through out la.. Anyway i hope she learn somethin @ d lesson today.. hee, thanks Shynanne.. Den we went to service.. Learn about why there are problems between man n woman.. Go read on Genesis 3 in d bible, hee! And then i ask God about my vision, he show me a big sea and ask me to stand there and look at the sea with him.. i stil thinkin wat does it means.. mayb i know the answer le? mm.. Then Shynanne hav tis really bad menstruation cramp which every woman hate.. So Poh drive her home after tat.. Den jus nice she live opposite Lifen block.. So we call her ask her join us for fellowship.. Cos she been busy n tired lately, didnt join us for quite a couple weeks.. And we drag her to somewhere in Bedok to eat.. haha, quite sudden though.. We 2 hav tis crave for ice cream, so we brought one big tube which cost $7.10.. haha, and we finish it! n i super full.. Hope she feel more happy after eating.. hee, Jia you! Den we went 7-eleven wait for poh car, den there's a few turning machine(not sure wat is it call) outside 7-eleven, we all find it interestin so look discuss about it for quite long.. Den i hav the urge to turn one of it, to my surprise, it can be completely turn without puttin coins.. i was lucky? or it was my day? haha, but it jus a useless nail polish la, so small.. but i wil keep it.. lol.. Den my 'Jie jie' today off day again, alone at hm, feel quite bad didnt accompany her.. :P And my lucky bro, went to NDP preview.. i beg him so long to bring me along, but didnt success.. Sob... My mommy went to work at 6pm.. My daddy no nd say, sure at coffee shop drink.. hahaha.. alright, can say it's quite a busy week la! Praise the lord im busy!
“The wind played with my hair at 1:39 AM”
Happy day~
18/07/08 Wat happen today? Morning went school, break time accompany Pris to her birthday celebration(every july n august baby mus go.) in Lecture Threater, in d end nothin to eat there cos too many pp, so we went outside eat ourselves, pathetic.. Den Joe, Mr David(Chem teacher) follow we two.. Quite a weird combination though, haha.. Den after tat actually got cell group de, but in d end Mommy n jie jie @ home, one off day, one take leave, den thinkin of coming home chat with them, sorry God.. Cos long time no chat wif them le.. but in d end, i reach hm, sit at the sofa sleep.. haha, waste my day.. but at least i enegentic after tat.. lol.. Mommy went KTV in d end.. Only 'pei' jie jie.. Til her bf suddenly came our hse.. so i take d chance ask him fix my guitar n teach me songs.. hahaha.. make sure of my sis bf talent.. he's real good leh, one thing i impress is he self-learn the guitar.. super wont look down on pp like 'me'. hee.. But i use the time he wan talk to my sis n interupt them, hahaha.. :D but my sis real good also la, she dont mind de.. so my day end like tis with lots n lots of homework!! lol.. Oh ya! Today i suddenly no breathe, i panic n cry.. scare me.. but i think is rushing making me 'forget' to breathe.. (^-^) but i take it easy la.. Let God, let Go... Don worry so much~ Jia you!!
“The wind played with my hair at 1:20 AM”
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
-5 tips on how to manage stress-
No matter where you go, it seems like you hear it all the time from nearly every one you know - "I'm SO stressed out!"Pressures abound world today cause stress and anxiety, and often time we are ill-equipped to deal with those stressors that trigger anxiety and other feelings that can make us sick. Literally, sick.Stress is a part of daily life, no one can escape from it, to maintain a health and well-being life, all the things that make difference is how you react to the stress, your attitude and approach makes all the things difference.We know pressures occur throughout life and those pressures cause stress. One thing you need to realize is that you will never completely get rid of stress in your life, but you can learn coping techniques to turn that stress into a healthier situation.In fact, some stress is good stress. You may not believe that, but sometimes stress can motivate you to do things you may not normally do in a relaxed state.Believe it or not, stress can make you brave enough to go forward when normally you might hesitate.Speaking of how to manage the stress effectively? And how to relieve the stress, following are five quick steps you can take;
1. Don't just sit there. Move!
According to many psychologists, motion creates emotion. You might notice that when you are idle, it's easier to become depressed. Your heart rate slows down, less oxygen travels to your brain, and you are slumped somewhere in a chair blocking air from reaching your lungs.So go to take a walk, drinking a glass of water, looking at objects in nature, or do some exercise can be a great stress buster.I especially like the technique of exercise, because when you exercise, your heart rate goes up, you begin to sweat, and your breathing becomes heavier, which really light your body up afterwards and help you relieve the stress.
2. Smell The Roses
How do you smell the roses? How about investing some money to go on that one trip you've been dreaming about? Visit a country with lots of exotic places to jolt your imagination and spur your creativity. So detach from your daily activities and venture a little bit is a good way to go.
3. Help Others Cope With Their Problems
It is very therapeutic when you engross yourself in helping others. You will be surprised how many people's problems are worse than those you may be facing. You can offer others assistance in countless ways. Don't curl up in your bed and let depression and stress take hold of you. Get out and help somebody. But be careful. Don't get caught up in other people's problems in an attempt to forget about your own.
4. Laugh a Lot
By now you've heard that laughter is a good internal medicine. It relieves tension and loosens the muscles. It causes blood to flow to the heart and brain. More importantly, laughter releases a chemical that rids the body of pains. So laugh more.
5. Wear Your Knees Out
If there were one sustainable remedy when the going gets tough, it would be prayer. Many people (depending on their faith) might call it meditation. It doesn't matter what you call it, as long as you have a place to run to.
Finally, no matter which tips you are going to apply and use, just remember the most important thing is to understand the root cause of your stress first. No one can understand your problem better than you do. A few minutes spend to recognize your true feelings can completely change the situation, so find and identify what triggered the stress first.In the other words, identify the cause of stress and pull out from it for a moment and then deal with it. Change the focus of attention when you return to the problem, you will find it does not look as monstrous as you felt before.
Now, you have this above stress relieve tips, hopefully you can do better job towards to your own stress management.
“The wind played with my hair at 5:29 PM”
Sunday, July 13, 2008
~My noble sister~
She's 1 yr older than me.. 21 tis yr.. She'd really a good sister, workin a full-time job.. But she had to take all the responsible to pay the bills, which she can choose not to n live life happily by herself n do something she wan.. Sometimes i feel really bad to spent Mommy n sis $.. They hav to pay my sch fees too.. but i cant share d burden with them.. yes i got work, but somehow my studies can really pull me down to go back work, time is not enough.. i was stress cos if i didnt revise n relax, i scare i cant catch up d work in school, i was tired everyday to use the brain so much as it already stops for 2 yrs.. I really trying but my brain is really slow.. i dont wan to fail my olevel n disappont them.. i grab tat chance, n i wan it! Jus hope i can work a job i like in d future n earn lots of $$ to return back their hard work.. Although they keep saying we r one family, help one another, no nd return.. Mmm, but really make me feel bad is, my sis everyday wil worry i dont hav $ spent, i say i hav but she wil jus give me, without asking anything for return.. tats y im saying i really bless by pp around me..... Study is really better than work in my family... Cos everyday they come back, they will always talk about an irritating customer today n really angry with it.. :]
“The wind played with my hair at 2:52 AM”
*好多感触*
Today i stay hm d whole day to pack my stuffs.. is like lying all around my hse.. First i start with my drawer.. And i found lots of unfinish things.... i found a diary, which was written about 2 yrs ago, when i was really sick tat time.. Den i had d urge to stop all d packing n look into my diary.. It took me 4 hrs to finish reading, but tat book is 365x2=730days of my full of sickness life story.. i was @ hm everyday tat 2 whole yrs.. Suddenly i feel lots of emotions going through my eyes.. Really bless to meet the pp i hav now.. Lots of changes in my life to really know God.. (^-^) I remember tat time i was in d operation room n almost die, i make everyone worry, n was really really depress back then.. I'm super happy tat now everything is over, is really a nightmare for me.. Why i stil worry bout so many things now, i'm stil alive! :D but then my packing of things didnt success, cos it is really too many n messy, but is ok, i gain n learn something important n valuable back, hee! Von Jia you! Keep smiling~ n btw, i throw d diary away after tat, hope it wil really gone for sure, hee..
“The wind played with my hair at 2:27 AM”
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Like tis song alot.. If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to his face
If you were faced with him in all his glory
What would you ask if you had just one question
Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
If God had a face, what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like heaven and in jesus and the saints
And all the prophets and...
Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Tryin to make his way home
Back up to heaven all alone
Nobody callin on the phone
cept for the pope maybe in rome
Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make his way home
Just tryin to make his way home
Like a holy rolling stone
Back up to heaven all alone
Just tryin to make his way home
Nobody callin on the phone
cept for the pope maybe in rome
“The wind played with my hair at 1:56 AM”
Yeah! New Blog!
I made a blog few weeks back n i only blog it once.. den i cant believe after tat i can totally forget d e-mail n password to sign in! I got all my e-mail n password mix up! lol.. i cant blame anyone but my small storage brain~ Quite angry with myself at first, but after tat think think, nah, is ok, not a big deal, jus make a new blog lah, is free eh! haha.. :D Sometimes we somehow have to talk to our ourselves to make things right..
“The wind played with my hair at 1:27 AM”
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